back from auditions

So.
I auditioned.
It wasn't horrid, but.............
It wasn't amazing. I seriously killed the actual singing part of it. I was off key and kind of weak on the high notes. The only decent part was the range test and the sight reading. The sight reading was the best part, to be honest. Because I only killed the end. Which was kind of a nice feeling, only killing one part. But the range was okay. The range part was easy. And the warm ups. But other than that, I failed.
I only auditioned for women's camerata, because, number one, I have absolutely no chance of getting into chamber singers, and number two, I want to take something other than chorus as an elective. And I wanted to be women's camerata more anyway. Chamber Singers is like the elite. Except not.
Okay I have to go to class.
bye.

auditions.............................

I have to audition soon. For the super-epically-awesome-to-the-extreme choirs at my school. And I am currently FREAKING OUT!!!!!!
Kind of.
I don't know why I'm nervous. The chorus teacher's really nice. I already know him. But still..................... It's nerve-wracking, going in to audition for the higher choirs. You don't know anything for certain. And it's just like, what am I going to do? I don't want it to be like my West Side Story audition. My West Side Story audition was completely and utterly awful. I failed at it miserably. So I don't want it to be like that. I'm nervous. It's in fifteen minutes. EEEKKK! I am going to fail miserably. But I want to be in one of the freaking awesome choirs. I've wanted to since sixth grade. But now the auditions are here, and I'm FREAKING OUT!!!!! Well, I guess that it would have been worse with the other teacher. The old choir teacher was really nice, too, but he was a lot more intense about choir and would only let the best of the best into anything other than the main high school choir. So I guess I could be glad that I'm not auditioning for him. But still. I'm nervous.
I'm leaving now.
Bye.